Boring life
I am MIA for long time, I will be back for blogger soon. Hais, recently too many thing happening to me. Job problem bleah bleah, people can say i go one hour break but no you boss. Thanks to her who have advise me to change job. Thank you <3
I am a helpless person, i dont have much care in life. But i care for my parter as much as i can. Dont know will the day come back one day who make me happy. But i know i will give you time. I really dont wanna disturb her anymore. I am tired.
Dear Jesus,
Please help her to recover from her sickness. I will be changing job and hard to take care of her anymore, I dont know how much time i will left for her. Thank you for all the blessing that given to me. I hope you will give the same blessing to her as well. I really dont know what to do for her already. Father i make a happy, but in the end i got hurt. I willing dont know what to do. Please guide me. I know we will in the wrong, but love there is no right or wrong. I have a failure in relationship when i was 17. But i dont want to have another failure again. I love her father. I never ask for return anything from her. I just want back her love and heart. I am willing going to wait and wait. Father please pass me all the blessing can? I really down by now. But i hope father you can guide her and me together. Amen
If there is chance back, i am going to change myself for a better person.
1 - I am going to give freedom to her
2 - I am not going to disturb her friend
3 - I am not going to scold any bad words to her
4 - I am going to fulfill what she want
5 - I am going to be her right person
6 - I wont get jealous easily
7 - I wont hurt you as much as now as a promise
8 - My house is your house
9 - You dont like to do, so dont do, i will do
10 - I will make sure i wont see any girl and guy.
My heart is always with you. One and only i will love for my life time. No one will replace you in my heart, Neverthelessm whoelse, i dont care, i just want you,
I will keep praying and praying still one day your heart will come back to me
I LOVE YOU!